A strange thought just came to me......what if I die tomorrow......how many would miss me? to how many would it be of any consequence? how many would say they knew me.........another feeling........What is the right time to die? Is there such a thing as a right time to die? Would I regret something if I die today.......or would I accept death with contentment.......what about happiness........is death really such a dreadful thing??? why do we cry when someone departs for the other world..........is it not for the empty void in our life........do we really mourn the lost one.....are'nt we showing sadness for the short life of our own joyous moments with the person.....sometimes when we are angry we wish for others to die...but what if they do die!!!! We drive ourselves to insanity thinking about our own evil thoughts!!!!Evil........is death really an arm of the Evil.........isn't there a life after death....call it Heaven or call it the Other World......... isn't death then a blessing of the Good........why then do we condemn those who choose death as an escapade??? Because they aren't strong enough to face the world..........Life is associated with Light and Death with Darkness.............Darkness brings us to the colour Black........where no colour prevails..........it is where nothing exsists....Or is it so?? we do not know what lies in Black... what lurks in the Darkness.......perhaps thats why we fear it...Black is the colour of Power...Isn't Darkness then mysterious........we come from darkness and fade away into it and call the struggle of exsistence Light.......Isn't that a paradox.......for it has always been considered in every religion and mythology that the life before or after this life is always superior......yet we associate it with Darkness......then truth is in Darkness and illusion in Light..........qouting Conrad........"he looked beyond the great light of a cloudless day into the darkness of a world of illussions".........
This is not an assertion........but a quest to find answers.
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